About Me

The Early Years:

I have always been an empath. Always felt my emotions and the emotions of other people and places strongly. As a child and teenager, I wasn't aware of how to manage, what I now know is clairsentience, in an empowering and healthy way. I was completely run by my emotions and the energy around me. I experienced episodes of low mood and anxiety. As a child, I also experienced other heightened senses such as clairaudience and clairvoyance but shut them down quickly out of fear.

In my early twenties, I started meditating and this was a complete game changer. The space that regular meditation gave me, allowed me to filter out what energy, thoughts and emotions were truly mine and what wasn't. As I deepened my practice I began quieting my mind completely and experiencing myself as the observer of thoughts, not the thoughts themselves. From here I started experiencing a connection to the world around me, I experienced myself melting into the air around me, I had no body, I was expansive and connected to everything. This was my first experience where I was consciousness and not contained by my physical body. 

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Working with subtle energies:

Fast forward a couple of years and one day a dear friend gave me some crystals for a birthday present. So I decided to meditate with them. I felt this subtle energy move through my arms and reach out for the crystals, intuitively and intelligently placing them where they were needed on my body. I thought that if this intelligent energy could move my hands, then maybe I could communicate with this energy by putting a pen in my hand. This was the start of what I now know as automatic writing.

This subtle energy that began in my hands then started presenting in my throat and I began speaking. It wasn't a conscious thought of what should I say. It was energy moving through my throat and I was allowing it. This is the point I started to freak out. All of the negative thoughts and questions came in. Is this really me? Am I just making this up? If I'm not talking then who is? I knew that the energy I was feeling and working with was helpful because it intuitively assisted my healing with crystals. I knew it wasn't me because the tone, the voice and the vocabulary used, weren't mine. I now know that this was the beginning of 'channelling' and whoever I was channelling was one of my guides.

I could have stopped here, none of this was 'normal', but how I felt when connecting to my guides, my higher self and crystals was such a euphoric and incredible feeling that I knew there was more to learn and witness. I started writing more and more. Getting to know my guides one by one. I would write questions in my notebook and they would answer, later moving to type as it was much easier, it was sometimes hard to make out the writing on reflection, due to the speed and intensity I would write at. I couldn't write for long at first because the difference in frequency would give me a headache.  Much like attunements sometimes do. The information I received was always so conscience, profound, and activating, I just had to connect more.

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It wasn't just human consciousness, connecting with spirit animals, angels, and ascended masters became a frequent interaction. This coincided with purchasing my first oracle deck- Keepers of the light by Karl Gray. Cards gave me a quick snapshot of guidance and intuition when the hustle and bustle of everyday life didn't lend itself to 'channelling'. Cards also gave me a focus and intent to connect with that specific being or energy. They became almost a telephone book for connecting(RIP telephone books).